Dear Diary,
I'm begining to relize that I love Ryan more than anything on earth! I just can never get over him. He is the sweetest kindest person ever. I don't see how I could get along without him. My question is why do people at my school hate me when I'm not even there. Why is it that I'm the one left out in the cold. I just don't understand maybe that's why I'm depressed.
Every time I write in my journal, the words disappear! I think they are going to the future?!? This is my personal journal of EVERYTHING that happens in my life and that I think about.
May 16th, 1990
Dear Diary,
Today I found out that Sam is the biggest brat in the world! He only has a 50 watt smile and he says mine is fake! Ryan has got that very important 1000 watt smile. He is my best friend. I love him. I just can't let go of him and I have these horrible dreams that Candace and Ryan are going. So I called him tonight. He's the Best!
Today I found out that Sam is the biggest brat in the world! He only has a 50 watt smile and he says mine is fake! Ryan has got that very important 1000 watt smile. He is my best friend. I love him. I just can't let go of him and I have these horrible dreams that Candace and Ryan are going. So I called him tonight. He's the Best!
May 15th, 1990
Dear Diary,
Today was pretty normal exept for the fact that my mom was being a real brat. I wish that I had more understanding parents. Like Sam's. One the subject of Sam, he was sneeking glances at me every time possible. We are getting really far on the puzzle. We have the outer rim and most of the inside. I hope Sam likes me.
Today was pretty normal exept for the fact that my mom was being a real brat. I wish that I had more understanding parents. Like Sam's. One the subject of Sam, he was sneeking glances at me every time possible. We are getting really far on the puzzle. We have the outer rim and most of the inside. I hope Sam likes me.
May 14th, 1990
Dear Diary,
Today was funny it was Claudia's birthday and people from the other movie dressed up in their costumes and gave her a big boquet of flowers! It is really hot on that set with sweaters on and the lights. In the make-up room there is a poster that says Sweat Productions, Sweat Busters. It is really neat. Larry says he'll make me a copy!
Today was funny it was Claudia's birthday and people from the other movie dressed up in their costumes and gave her a big boquet of flowers! It is really hot on that set with sweaters on and the lights. In the make-up room there is a poster that says Sweat Productions, Sweat Busters. It is really neat. Larry says he'll make me a copy!
May 13th, 1990
Dear Diary,
Today I got my gospel in action award! It's so pretty. I have to go to bed early beacuse I was kinda sick and that I have to get up at 5:30 in the morning! I can count to 1000 in German! It's a fun langue. I finished a fantastic book today. It was called Kate's Book. It was about a girl going to Oregon in a wagon train. She loses her best friend but in the end she gets back together with Tildy and her sis gets scarlet feaver.
Today I got my gospel in action award! It's so pretty. I have to go to bed early beacuse I was kinda sick and that I have to get up at 5:30 in the morning! I can count to 1000 in German! It's a fun langue. I finished a fantastic book today. It was called Kate's Book. It was about a girl going to Oregon in a wagon train. She loses her best friend but in the end she gets back together with Tildy and her sis gets scarlet feaver.
May 10th, 1990
Dear Diary,
Beeing in the dress rehersal wasn't a barrel of monkeys either 1. I hate our tutor! 2. The lights are hot! 3. the food is gross! 4. I hate the helmets. 5. I hate my PJ's. A list of complaints by Sarah, I bet people at my school are thinking that I am having the greatest fun I've ever had but they have another think coming!
Beeing in the dress rehersal wasn't a barrel of monkeys either 1. I hate our tutor! 2. The lights are hot! 3. the food is gross! 4. I hate the helmets. 5. I hate my PJ's. A list of complaints by Sarah, I bet people at my school are thinking that I am having the greatest fun I've ever had but they have another think coming!
May 9th, 1990
Dear Diary,
You would think one would be happy to be in a movie and to get $1,200 dollars but I'm not. People have been so down right crul! Nobody seems to like me anymore I used to be the most popular girl but people like Justin are saying that the teachers treat me like a queen! When their just treating me like a normal person. I leave you with these thoughts.
You would think one would be happy to be in a movie and to get $1,200 dollars but I'm not. People have been so down right crul! Nobody seems to like me anymore I used to be the most popular girl but people like Justin are saying that the teachers treat me like a queen! When their just treating me like a normal person. I leave you with these thoughts.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)