Dear Diary,
Between last time I wrote and now, me and Ryan broke up. But I'm trying to get back together with him. I'm going to ask him soon. I'm going to the mall tomorrow. I'm going to get Ryan a present. I hope he likes me. Andy said he did so I hope so. Well catch up later K.
SSS
May 26th, 1990
Dear Diary,
Today was pretty boring. I didn't do much. Just sat around doing nothing big. I really hate Sam. He is a major brat! But I love Ryan. So he is the best. Who cares.
Today was pretty boring. I didn't do much. Just sat around doing nothing big. I really hate Sam. He is a major brat! But I love Ryan. So he is the best. Who cares.
May 25th, 1990
Dear Diary,
Today Amanda came to spend the night it was so fun. We pretended to be cheerleaders and colorgaurd. We had the best time but she had to leave at 8:30 because they were going to the beach. But it was fun anyway. Amanda is awesome. I love Ryan.
Today Amanda came to spend the night it was so fun. We pretended to be cheerleaders and colorgaurd. We had the best time but she had to leave at 8:30 because they were going to the beach. But it was fun anyway. Amanda is awesome. I love Ryan.
May 24th, 1990
Dear Diary,
Today was awesome! We had a rally bankuet here and tons of food. Also Larry, our makeup guy put a big make-up gash on my cheak. I'm going to show it to all my friends. I'm going to school tomorrow. I hope people still like me. I got a mug and pictures from the set!
Today was awesome! We had a rally bankuet here and tons of food. Also Larry, our makeup guy put a big make-up gash on my cheak. I'm going to show it to all my friends. I'm going to school tomorrow. I hope people still like me. I got a mug and pictures from the set!
May 22nd, 1990
Dear Diary,
Today was extra hot. More lights and we made up a song with the tune to Christmas is Coming. The Gose is getting fat.... Heat stroke is coming I'm in a major sweat. It's a major mirical I haven't passed out yet. It's a major mirical I haven't passed out yet. It's really cool. and remember I love Ryan. He is very awesome.
Today was extra hot. More lights and we made up a song with the tune to Christmas is Coming. The Gose is getting fat.... Heat stroke is coming I'm in a major sweat. It's a major mirical I haven't passed out yet. It's a major mirical I haven't passed out yet. It's really cool. and remember I love Ryan. He is very awesome.
May 21st, 1990
Dear Diary,
I love Ryan! He is the best boyfriend a girl could ever have. He's also sweet. Today he said "Why would I ever dump you." How sweet. He has given me soooo much stuff. He is awesome. We talked for about an hour on the phone. I'm going to miss him so much. I can't stand a day without him. let alone a week! Can't wait till Saturday!
I love Ryan! He is the best boyfriend a girl could ever have. He's also sweet. Today he said "Why would I ever dump you." How sweet. He has given me soooo much stuff. He is awesome. We talked for about an hour on the phone. I'm going to miss him so much. I can't stand a day without him. let alone a week! Can't wait till Saturday!
May 20th, 1990
Dear Diary,
Tomorrow if it goes according to plans I will have a great day! But I will still hate Justin and Niki! This is what I'm going to say "I do so many things for you guys. See this scar, it's from burning myself making cookies for you guys. You see this one, it's from slamming my finger in my desk so we can work on an assignment. and this is how you repay me? you are so sweet".
Tomorrow if it goes according to plans I will have a great day! But I will still hate Justin and Niki! This is what I'm going to say "I do so many things for you guys. See this scar, it's from burning myself making cookies for you guys. You see this one, it's from slamming my finger in my desk so we can work on an assignment. and this is how you repay me? you are so sweet".
May 19th, 1990
Dear Diary,
Why can't I be normal. Why does everything happen to me. I guess I'm just silly old Sarah. I'll never be the same as I used to. I have 3 friends and maybe 2. Life stinks. I get all the presures in the crummy thing called life. I wish I were dead. I can't go on. Why Me Why Me Why me!
Why can't I be normal. Why does everything happen to me. I guess I'm just silly old Sarah. I'll never be the same as I used to. I have 3 friends and maybe 2. Life stinks. I get all the presures in the crummy thing called life. I wish I were dead. I can't go on. Why Me Why Me Why me!
May 18th, 1990
Dear Diary,
I don't want to go back to school ever again. But I have to on Monday, I am going to have the worst day ever. I have 3 friends left how fun. I wish that I could be happy but I'm just not. I feel like crying. I'm reading a book called the Westing Game. Its really good. I'm going to wear black every day. I hate life and what it does to me. Why can't I have ffriends.
I don't want to go back to school ever again. But I have to on Monday, I am going to have the worst day ever. I have 3 friends left how fun. I wish that I could be happy but I'm just not. I feel like crying. I'm reading a book called the Westing Game. Its really good. I'm going to wear black every day. I hate life and what it does to me. Why can't I have ffriends.
May 17th, 1990
Dear Diary,
I'm begining to relize that I love Ryan more than anything on earth! I just can never get over him. He is the sweetest kindest person ever. I don't see how I could get along without him. My question is why do people at my school hate me when I'm not even there. Why is it that I'm the one left out in the cold. I just don't understand maybe that's why I'm depressed.
I'm begining to relize that I love Ryan more than anything on earth! I just can never get over him. He is the sweetest kindest person ever. I don't see how I could get along without him. My question is why do people at my school hate me when I'm not even there. Why is it that I'm the one left out in the cold. I just don't understand maybe that's why I'm depressed.
May 16th, 1990
Dear Diary,
Today I found out that Sam is the biggest brat in the world! He only has a 50 watt smile and he says mine is fake! Ryan has got that very important 1000 watt smile. He is my best friend. I love him. I just can't let go of him and I have these horrible dreams that Candace and Ryan are going. So I called him tonight. He's the Best!
Today I found out that Sam is the biggest brat in the world! He only has a 50 watt smile and he says mine is fake! Ryan has got that very important 1000 watt smile. He is my best friend. I love him. I just can't let go of him and I have these horrible dreams that Candace and Ryan are going. So I called him tonight. He's the Best!
May 15th, 1990
Dear Diary,
Today was pretty normal exept for the fact that my mom was being a real brat. I wish that I had more understanding parents. Like Sam's. One the subject of Sam, he was sneeking glances at me every time possible. We are getting really far on the puzzle. We have the outer rim and most of the inside. I hope Sam likes me.
Today was pretty normal exept for the fact that my mom was being a real brat. I wish that I had more understanding parents. Like Sam's. One the subject of Sam, he was sneeking glances at me every time possible. We are getting really far on the puzzle. We have the outer rim and most of the inside. I hope Sam likes me.
May 14th, 1990
Dear Diary,
Today was funny it was Claudia's birthday and people from the other movie dressed up in their costumes and gave her a big boquet of flowers! It is really hot on that set with sweaters on and the lights. In the make-up room there is a poster that says Sweat Productions, Sweat Busters. It is really neat. Larry says he'll make me a copy!
Today was funny it was Claudia's birthday and people from the other movie dressed up in their costumes and gave her a big boquet of flowers! It is really hot on that set with sweaters on and the lights. In the make-up room there is a poster that says Sweat Productions, Sweat Busters. It is really neat. Larry says he'll make me a copy!
May 13th, 1990
Dear Diary,
Today I got my gospel in action award! It's so pretty. I have to go to bed early beacuse I was kinda sick and that I have to get up at 5:30 in the morning! I can count to 1000 in German! It's a fun langue. I finished a fantastic book today. It was called Kate's Book. It was about a girl going to Oregon in a wagon train. She loses her best friend but in the end she gets back together with Tildy and her sis gets scarlet feaver.
Today I got my gospel in action award! It's so pretty. I have to go to bed early beacuse I was kinda sick and that I have to get up at 5:30 in the morning! I can count to 1000 in German! It's a fun langue. I finished a fantastic book today. It was called Kate's Book. It was about a girl going to Oregon in a wagon train. She loses her best friend but in the end she gets back together with Tildy and her sis gets scarlet feaver.
May 10th, 1990
Dear Diary,
Beeing in the dress rehersal wasn't a barrel of monkeys either 1. I hate our tutor! 2. The lights are hot! 3. the food is gross! 4. I hate the helmets. 5. I hate my PJ's. A list of complaints by Sarah, I bet people at my school are thinking that I am having the greatest fun I've ever had but they have another think coming!
Beeing in the dress rehersal wasn't a barrel of monkeys either 1. I hate our tutor! 2. The lights are hot! 3. the food is gross! 4. I hate the helmets. 5. I hate my PJ's. A list of complaints by Sarah, I bet people at my school are thinking that I am having the greatest fun I've ever had but they have another think coming!
May 9th, 1990
Dear Diary,
You would think one would be happy to be in a movie and to get $1,200 dollars but I'm not. People have been so down right crul! Nobody seems to like me anymore I used to be the most popular girl but people like Justin are saying that the teachers treat me like a queen! When their just treating me like a normal person. I leave you with these thoughts.
You would think one would be happy to be in a movie and to get $1,200 dollars but I'm not. People have been so down right crul! Nobody seems to like me anymore I used to be the most popular girl but people like Justin are saying that the teachers treat me like a queen! When their just treating me like a normal person. I leave you with these thoughts.
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